thats it for tonight... Good Night

sneak preview of something new i'm working on...

The Zombie Kindergarten... what an awesome movie

Back 2 the Work Bench...

still work in progress... but not now.... off to bed....

Sometimes you eat the bar... (Early morning "DUDE"ling)

Time to wake up and start to draw.....

keeping up the spirit #2

keeping up the spirit :)

feels good after Monday morning swim :)

So...... Do U Remember?

Love, Reign O'er Me

If you could go back in time 10 years and tell your younger self something, what would it be?

go fuck yourself ! seriously man stop being a monk and go and fuck some girls dude !

Ask me anything

What would your dream job look like?

illustrating for fun and designing toys :)

Ask me anything

Do you have any scars on your body? If so, how'd you get them?

2 many 2 count....

Ask me anything

Who's your favorite musician?

..... i actually cant answer that :) too many - i breath music - can't leave with out it !

Ask me anything

Computer says NO...

we had a little fight today - and now i'm sorry - but lately it seem that she doesn't like me any more - and its sad - really sad - somehow she decided she don't want to work with illustrator any more - feels like she's lazy lately - doesn't really wanna work - she takes long breaks - and when she come back from the break - you feel she's doing you a favour - so why do I feel so bad - well I didn't know she was actually sick all this time :(
so tomorrow she's gonna get a brand new hard-drive and on Monday a new long life battery - I just hope - I really am - she'll feel better :)

me and luck..... this is not a love story!

i need to see how i write about this subject without writing on it....its gonna be hard..........maybe i just need to write it just as a draft.....i don't know  - but i think i'm out of luck - especially when it comes to.... maybe its because of the fact that i was raised by a woman - maybe because of the fact that i never really had a male roll model when i was growing up..... maybe its the fact that i'm fact up (more likely - fucked up)....

i don't know, i don't know, i don't know......... and i hate not knowing....

fuck it - i just......

why do we need it - why do we  believe in it - this is just dumb luck......

i thought it would change this connection between us - thought that if time heals all wounds (or old wounds) - this should pass....or change for the better but i just lied to myself and made myself believe that maybe for once it will work out - maybe this time it will happen..... but as in luck - it turns.... just made a fool out of myself for believing a dream - but aren't we all dream..... i just thought.... and thats the main problem - i think i need to stop doing that - thinking!

well..... i think i did it well enough - writing about it - with out writing about it....

and on second thought (i can't help my self - i'm addicted - can't stop) the one who shouldn't read it will never actually read it any way - so safe - and i troubled my self for nothing - yeah i'm good at doing that....

well....goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite :)

couldn't choose which one was better.... 

washing my thoughts.......

gotta write it some where - so here is as good as any place.
i probably shouldn't post this - but when you feel - like you lost it all - theres nothing more to lose....

its amazing - i herd from you more - when i was far away
but now that i'm close i don't here from you at all.....

i wonder whats the mathematical equation for this..... cos it looks like unsolvable math problem :)



i guess its all about the way you arrange your prioritize - i think i'm somewhere around 4 or 5 which is not bad at all - but not good enough - friends come 2 in my list.... thought you'll have time for me this week or just see me once - see my new apartment, for example, i'm here 2 weeks already - i was mistaken - i'm not bitter about it - just a little sad. but i get it and thats even better.... better then not getting or understanding it at all. i'm learning.

the problem is - its always easier to get back in the shall.
NOT ANY MORE!

so.....i'm in warsaw....and i'm going out again

so ppl wherever you are - your more then welcome to join me :)

O.K. one last song from Mr.Wonder - just coz he makes me smile.



enjoy this warn night......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JeMfwUN5z_4&feature=related#q=Stevie%20Wonder&st=disco

never thought about it as a sad song - it kinda is

It's getting so lonely inside this bed 
Don't know if I should lick my wounds or say woe is me instead 
And there's an aching inside my head 
It's telling me I'm better off alone 
But after midnight morning will come 
And the day will see if you will get some 

They say that girl ya know she act too tough tough tough 
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light 
They say that girl you know she act so rough rough rough 
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light 
And I say follow me follow me follow me down down down down 
till' you see all my dreams 
Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems 

I looked above the other day 
Cuz I think I'm good and ready for a change 
I live my life by the moon 
If it's high play it low, if it's harvest go slow and if it's full, then go 
But after midnight morning will come 
And the day will see if you're gonna get some 

They say that girl ya know she act too tough tough tough 
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light 
They say that girl you know she act so rough rough rough 
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light 
And I say follow me follow me follow me down down down down 
till' you see all my dreams 
Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems 

I'm searching for things that I just cannot see 
Why don't you don't you don't you come and be with me 
I pretend to be cool with me, want to believe 
That I can do it on my own without my heart on my sleeve 
I'm running, I'm running, catch up with me life 
Where is the love that I'm looking to find 
It's all in me, can't you see, I can see, why can't you see it's all in me 

They say that girl ya know she act too tough tough tough 
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light 
They say that girl you know she act so rough rough rough 
Well it's till' I turn off the light, turn off the light 
And I say follow me follow me follow me down down down down 
till' you see all my dreams 
Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems 

Where is your logic 
Who do you need 
Where can you turn in your delicate time of need 
Follow me down, follow me down down down, 
I do not need I do not need nobody 
Where is your logic 
Who do you need 
Where can you turn in your delicate time of need 

Thanks to Twix and Coke

if you know me, you know i don't drink Pepsi or any other company - i drink only Coca-Cola (coke) but i am sad coz....well I'm here in Europe 4 almost a month now and i couldn't drink Fanta (i love the israeli Fanta), apparently here its actually fizzy orange juice - and its yellow - not the chemical orange coloured and not to mention that it got nothing to do with oranges taste - and i love my fanta this way - so...i just couldnt drink it - and i tried several times - and no luck.....eventually i needed some orange looking chemical in my veins so i did the unforgiven and drank miranda (pepsi's fanta) and i'm glad to say it was all i needed - the funny thing is that i tried drinking it in israel - and it tasted awful - but here its a different story, means its actually close enough to my israeli loved fanta :)
cut the the story short - its the day b4 the flight.... and its junk food day - been working all day - and when i got hungry the place where i eat near work was already closed - so what do i do - buy junk :)

here is the Polish Bacon taste "Kef-Li" the israeli one is a little more salty (Bechor used to love this shit) but its O.K. (me and Jacek {spelled yatsek} finished it in seconds while working on some flags i needed to design...)

and here is Golonka (which is a pigs leg in the oven - really awesome, lets say its the bees knees) with white "chazeret" potato chips - o.k. people the smell is actually really good - just like the smell of the Golonka - but the taste - what da fuck...... actually it taste just like it shoul'd a potato chip with meet and "chazeret" flavor!!! - unless your sure and positive that you like it - and that the ingredients will not give you any kind of cancer - dont come near this shit!!! look at your self as been warned! twice!


so to clean any bad leftover flavors i drank a liter of Coke (yeah right) and ate Twix :)


see you all tomorrow in Israel.

Warsaw Stencil Graffiti - Part 3 (and some stickers)

2 pictures below : something like "Student initiatives"

picture above: BOBEK - means "a mite" a pest or a rodent if you mite :)

fire sign above: "stimulus sensitive border" is what i got from the upper sentence but i didnt get the one below.

the above picture if google translate got it right: "back with the stasi"

the above is some kind of sidewalk advertisement for some kind of courses

the above picture: didn't get the 1st word but the ZKA means - path

Cinnamon in Hebrew (there's another word there but its not readable)

didnt really get the above - so far if i got it right "narrow/tight but mine" - i will check it out later.

"yanosh piosenki about love" ?

Look Mom, No Hands

it goes something like this: "do not ever doubt that a small group of caring (something)could change the world. really, that's one thing (yeah...again couldn't get it translated)